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fuck this shit
it aint right
i lie here and think
what is right
sa i ponder on this thought it
hits me like a ton of
brick nutihng is right
and nuthing is wrong
it is all bull shit
nuthing is worth
the thought of right and wrong
Chris Adkins
running but getting no where
living but dieing
loveing but hateing
killing but saveing
nuthing is right anymore
your daughters are whores
and your sons are dealers
fuck right and fuck wrong
no one cares why should i
Chris Adkins |
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| i need to know why all my friends or so called friends have quit talking to me? well i guess that i don't mean anything to you guys up here. so i guess you won't have to worry about me when i go to sleep and never wake up |
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| The News
why me
why now
why do I
get this news
this news
that shall
haunt me forever
it may not be
bad news
but it is the news
i don't want to here
now that i know
the news it has ruined
my chances for a
life of love with
the one i love
the news wasn't
ment to hurt
but it does
like a dagger to my heart
i now know that
my love no longer
loves me
why did i do it
the great thing that caused
such bad news all i know is
i never ment to hurt you or ruin what we had.
Adkins.
i know i aint a poem writer but i right what i feel and this is it.
love
to be loved
i wish i was
to be hated
i know i am
to show love
i don't know how.
Adkins.
The Darkness That Eats Me Away
there is this rage i feel
to embrace you with the my death
the darkness in my soul
there is a desire to kill
what all is good in my life
the darkness in my heart
the thoughts of me and you
drive me insane
the darkness in my mind.
Adkins.
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| as i sit here and drink myself to sleep, i wander how is it that i am going to leave you behind, though i don't want it is bound to happen, and this day is the day that i have dreaded for so long. i never realized what you meant to me, and now that i do it is to late. i want to show you that i care but how do i do that. i have never felt like this about anyone i have ever known. when i am apart from i feel nuthing but emptiness. i have never known the love that you showed me was possible. just you telling me that i am not a screw up ment so much to me, when all you here around you is that you aren't good enough. but with you you always told me i was better than all that and i thank you so much for it. i know i never treated you the way you deserve and you deserve so much better than me.i want to tell you to forget about me deep down i pray that i will always be in your heart. i will never forget everything that we did and went through. and please forgive for every wrong i did to you. and i do love you |
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